Today is one of 'those days'.
Yet another emotional setback, and I fall to pieces. I have housework to do, I have places to go, bills to sort out and I have lots of pages waiting to be written. But, I just sit and stare at my screen. I am numb.
I try to instigate my backup plans, positive thinking, brain dumping, snap out of it, focus focus focus...but to no avail. I also have no car. Usually I jump in the car and have a quick ride to somewhere quiet and peaceful to chill. Then come back and tackle things. But I have no money, because my bank card got lost. I have a new card, but still waiting for a new pin number. So, no petrol. Petrol is my only vice. I feel trapped without my car.
Part of me knows I just need to let this ride, it will be out of my system in a day or two and I'll be back ready to go.
At least I can sit here slumping (aka 'researching', checking my site traffic and stats, checking keywords, checking affiliate income, checking, checking, checking...) but I see my little Google Adsense widget thingy showing me my earnings, going up by the hour. And, my pages can wait. I'm slumping but my site is working for me till I'm ready to get back. Just as well really.
I doubt anyone out there wants to read this, but this type of thing is, after all, part of the 'life of a WAHM' and so I figured I should have it in the Diary.
Onwards and upwards...
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